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time out if everyone's worth pleasing
im caitlin, an average teenager who likes to live my life. i'm 14.5 years old, and i believe in god. no, i'm not crazy, i'm just faithful. i love music, and i'm a proud fan of rihanna, christina aguilera, panic! at the disco, the red jumpsuit apparatus and more. i love to meet new people, so shout out at my tagboard and i'll be glad to talk to you. Name: Caitlin Age: 14 Orientation: Straight Gender: Female Birthday: May 27th Zodiac Sign: Gemini Languages: English Location: Australia Education: High School Student, Grade 9. Ethnicity: Caucasian/White Job: Babysitting Television: Scrubs, Friends, Two and a half men, So You Think You Can Dance, The Biggest Loser, The Simpsons Movies: Anything with Jim Carey, Jennifer Aniston, Ashley Tisdale etc. Music: Ashley Tisdale, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Rihanna, Eisley, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, The Veronicas, Chris Brown, Shiny Toy Guns, Britney Spears |
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Thursday, October 30, 2008 @7:04 AM
she says she's no good with words.
I will be who I want to be, not who you think I should. I am going to dress my own way, not the way you want me to. I am going to listen to the music that I want to listen to, watch what I want to watch, read what I want to read. I will not let you break me down, because if I'm not good enough for you, then you mean nothing to me. -- I wish I had enough courage to do this. To not care about what other people thought of you, and to just live your life. With no worries... And just doing it to the fullest. I don't really succeed at this at the best of times - I'm afraid of what people will think of me. It's not in my nature to be independant - I usually want a friend with me at all times. I'm even too afraid to apply for a job, because of that same fact. And, God knows I try. I try a hell of a lot to just ignore what people say, what people think of me. It's not too hard, really. I just don't have the guts. And this is what bugs me. And it's not just an obstacle I need to climb over. It's a personal struggle. I really like him - But... I don't want to go out with him if I'm afraid that people will start to make fun of me. And that is very sad.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @7:07 PM
all that i'm living for.
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, To be the one. I could have run forever, But how for would I have come Without mourning your love? All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? Should I lock the last open door, My ghosts are gaining on me. the new evanescence song. well, it's new in my eyes. and well it's quite similar to how i feel right now. HAHAHA but i have to blog about what happened today. around second period, i was walking with sian, but then she got boring so i went over to kristi and waited for her to come near me, when suddenly someone bumps into me and i hear a huge crash. i turned around and it was him. the thing was, i didn't think anything of it. i just turned around to him and said 'oh shit, sorry.' and walked off, leaving him to pick up his calculator etc. he should just watch where he's going. i'm surprised i didn't even notice him. maybe i am moving on. me and sian had a spaz attack about it after he walked off. when i told caitlyn she had a laughing attack and called him a stupid prick. because that's what friends do. today was a good day. |
