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Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating.
i'm proud to be who i am, i don't need your approval. immitation; the most sincere form of flattery, although if you do attempt to rip my codes, copy my pictures, claim credit for anything i made, you're going down. welcome to my site, hate me? look for that little red cross on the top of your browser, and click.
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i can't be who you are
time out if everyone's worth pleasing
im caitlin, an average teenager who likes to live my life. i'm 14.5 years old, and i believe in god. no, i'm not crazy, i'm just faithful. i love music, and i'm a proud fan of rihanna, christina aguilera, panic! at the disco, the red jumpsuit apparatus and more. i love to meet new people, so shout out at my tagboard and i'll be glad to talk to you.
Name: Caitlin
Age: 14
Orientation: Straight
Gender: Female
Birthday: May 27th
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Languages: English
Location: Australia
Education: High School Student, Grade 9.
Ethnicity: Caucasian/White
Job: Babysitting
Television: Scrubs, Friends, Two and a half men, So You Think You Can Dance, The Biggest Loser, The Simpsons
Movies: Anything with Jim Carey, Jennifer Aniston, Ashley Tisdale etc.
Music: Ashley Tisdale, Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Rihanna, Eisley, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, The Veronicas, Chris Brown, Shiny Toy Guns, Britney Spears
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friends
rosa huiyi kangling charissa may lin qing dawn cherie miko louise lizzie claire nina
credits
layout: (supervillain)
codings: inksplash
inspirations: minty-peach
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Thursday, October 30, 2008 @7:04 AM
she says she's no good with words.
I will be who I want to be, not who you think I should. I am going to dress my own way, not the way you want me to. I am going to listen to the music that I want to listen to, watch what I want to watch, read what I want to read. I will not let you break me down, because if I'm not good enough for you, then you mean nothing to me.
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I wish I had enough courage to do this. To not care about what other people thought of you, and to just live your life. With no worries... And just doing it to the fullest. I don't really succeed at this at the best of times - I'm afraid of what people will think of me. It's not in my nature to be independant - I usually want a friend with me at all times. I'm even too afraid to apply for a job, because of that same fact. And, God knows I try. I try a hell of a lot to just ignore what people say, what people think of me. It's not too hard, really. I just don't have the guts.
And this is what bugs me.
And it's not just an obstacle I need to climb over. It's a personal struggle. I really like him - But... I don't want to go out with him if I'm afraid that people will start to make fun of me. And that is very sad.
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